Everything has not been well for the past two weeks.
hais.
Hopefully everything will tide down and end peacefully.
hmmm.


People who are dear to me,had been treating me coldly.
I start to think...
Am i really that bad?
Did i hurt alot of people, physically or mentally?
Am i that despicable?
I didnt demand much. I dont ask anything for in return.
I could gave up everything.
But whats the use.
I was being given up.


Sometimes, the word love isnt just about expressing it verbally.
When it isnt being said out or noticed about.
It doesnt mean that there's no love.
Words dont prove everything.
people can say " i love u" today and say he/she dont the next.
When i cared the most to show and say.
Did u bother to care and look?


Everything's so idiotic.
Nobody listens to me.
Nobody cares.
Nobody ask.
Nobody.

Am i the one ALWAYS at fault?
Do u think i enjoy LIE-ING?
Do i even have the most simple thing called " Freedom "?
Does anybody even care am i DYING or not?
WHAT THE HELL !!


Forget it. Whats the point.
"Does it still matter?"