Recently i had flashback of the past.
It ain't good i think.
Forces the guilt to rise again.
No matter how hard i tried.
To keep those emotion, those guiltiness down inside.
But everytime i recall, it all comes back.
Not haunting thou, but it aint feeling good.


Every little detail starts to find their way back into my mind.
I admit i was a idiot to have done all those stuff back then.
Nothing i said or do could reduce any damage,
"its all in the past" (u'd always say that)
Sometimes i'm so afraid of myself,
coz i can actually do something so hurting and selfish.


We both know,
its deemed impossible to go back to what we used to be.
Though u and i misses those days.
The distance seems to be further and further.
The passion that used to exist is no longer there.
That desire to have each other has gone with the wind too.
Its evolved into something special though,
" alittle something less than love, a little something more than friends"
I think we've kept it going quite well eh.


" Cherish me will you? Dont let this ruin everything that we had "
This sentence kept me thinking hard.
If i had a second chance at it,
I wouldnt change anything, not because i'm selfish.
But coz i believe everything's destined.

However i would have greatly reduced the damage done to u.
i think thats the least i could do.
When sorry serves no purpose,
and when tears have no meaning.
What more could i do?
hmmm =(




this post is dedicated to u, yap you =)