Saddened.
Guilty.
Loneliness.

This conflict started because of me.
" Root of the problem "

When i thot the frendship btw the duo was kept quite well, until
BOOM!!
I blewed it again.
But thinkin back, did i do anything wrong?
Technically speaking, i dont think so.
But maybe other aspects i did.
I dunno?

I wanna keep a distance length btw the duo,
if that would to help.
But i doubt so.
Its hard too, anyway.
I know sometimes not all talks or negotiation works out perfectly.
But i greatly appreciate the effort put in to have it all started.
But somethings are beyond human's control.

I hope everything will turn out fine ,
soon.
I know its hard, or deemed impossible to return to the past.
Where the bond was still kinda strong.
I know the duo care for each other.
But because of some internal and factors,
Their distance was pulled further.
And saying i love u; or i care about you,
just cant seem to get out of their mouths.
But deep inside, they know clearly how they feel.

i care about the both of u.
Either as friends or ex-lovers.
I dont wish to see this happening to the both of u.
Really.



Cherish what u have now,
and not regret when its gone.



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