My baby ; Te quiero

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2009-05-08T16:32:00.001+08:00

Slow goodbye

2009-05-03T21:43:00.004+08:00

Its been a long way.
I thought i could always be here.
But guess i was wrong.
But perhaps letting go, wasnt so bad afterall.
I will reminisce,
looking back at those memories.
Thanks for always being here.

i spread my wings and soar afar, to that place that holds my happiness.
But i will, return someday.

Nothing will forestall my return

Yrros ma I

2009-04-12T21:58:00.005+08:00

죄송합니다

Joesonghamnida

The dawn and the dusk

2009-03-29T23:40:00.007+08:00

One week of holiday gone just like that.
Really very fast.
Been slacking at baby's house and mary's house for ktv.
Not looking for job, since not much days left.
Broke sia, maybe i shd start buying lottery. haha.

Exam results will be release on 1st of April
Seems like a joke eh.
What if they send u:
"Dear student, you have scored all As for this march term exam."
Then ah, after that, APRIL FOOL!!!
OH MY!!
*am i thinking too much?

31. 03. 09
CTB chalet COMING SOON!
Counting down to 2 more days!
WooHoo!
Its been a long time since all ctb gather tgt wif all the branches!
Hope it'll be a fun and enjoyable 3d2N .

Anw i went in to johor a week before, haha, now then update *SMACKS.
Went in to slack at bro's place, eat baby's fav kang kong and hanghe (Stingray)
Then my ahgor very funny, keep bring ask go everywhere and eat as if he strike lottery like that. Middle of the night still ask us go eat supper!!
SUPER FAT !! =x

Went to sing ktv at redbox in malaysia.
Damn cheap loh if compared wif sing de.
70 ringgit for 5 persons,
plus one drink and one lunch included.
Still got quite alot of new songs somemore the room is spacious sia.

Supper at OLD TOWN.
And i just realise, the ipoh hor fun that baby and me like to eat de,
sells only at 6.30RM in m'sia while it sells at 5.90SGD in singapore. WAHLAO, singapore EX SIA.

Abit dunno what's happening de gor. =x

*Hi-tea at malaysia's version of swensens called SEASONS. haha.
The milk there most probably don need money de.
Give so much, will puke sia.
But i finish it la, cos it's my fav ma! haha.

Mango Delight, Tiramisu and Raspberry cheesecake =)

baby's All time America cheesecake wif susu =)
looks like kid's meal ah?

My gor has a waterfall in his house, haha!
Miniature one la, but he spends alot of time on it sia, all handmade by him
*Round of applause =)

The very hardworking gardener/farmer that got up at 7 am to make his garden pretty pretty.
Then my gor say got one neighbour saw him planting the grass and said :
" wah, 你在种草啊？wah,很美喔!!"
Then my gor say the aunty abit san pa, never see ppl plant grass before.
haha =x

I particularly like this ~~small~~ tree

Dinner at some very wulu place. my gor say opp de sea is singapore. ask me swim back =x

my gor's fav milk prawn, BAGUS =)

Ostrich meat.
It's my first time eating it. Grrr.
Taste abit like chicken eh, but still cant get used to eating that.

My girlfriend's fav kangkong =)

Gor and dasao =)

All those beautiful moments spend with euu.
Each and every one of them,
i treasure it and keep it close to my heart.
That sense of serenity and security,
that euu are searching,
Have euu found it?

U are the special one in my heart
and euu can never never be replaced
Euu are the special one that is meant for me
I know it
When i look into your eyes.

Te Quiero

Silent

2009-03-19T12:13:00.000+08:00

Baby's sick.
=(

Keep holding on.

2009-03-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 7 monthsary =))
It sure was a tough ride these few days.
U know how much i need euu baby.
So dont just give it all up like that.

Without you, i cant breathe.
I'm not gonna ever let euu leave.
You are all i've got, you are all i want.
Cos without you, i dunno wad i'd do.
I can never ever live a day without you here with me,
do you see ,
you are all i need?

Sometimes i wish u can see through my mind and see what i'm really thinkin and feeling.

Pretender or defender

2009-03-17T17:24:00.003+08:00

Wings of despair and darkness spread afar.

He tore the wings that once soar the skies.

Put down his gold shimmering shield and powerful sword.

There it laid on the soil, that he once stood with the victories he held coming from afar.

Thee stand defenseless against this merciful land.

Torn and tattered are his pride and dignity.

His knees fall to the ground.

Grasp his hands together tightly and whisper,

May god have mercy on me, and let the wind bring me to the land of peacefulness.

No longer have any strength to hold a sword.

No longer the power to fight.

-Genesis

Euu're as beautiful as the sunset.

2009-03-16T14:12:00.012+08:00

Wooah wooah.
Who's that ~~spamming~~ at my blog ah? haha.
I see webbies all ard man.
Gotta do some spring cleaning.

Finished my PR paper le.
Time seem to pass extremely fast esp after exams are over.
2 years and a few months just passed.
Without me even knowing.

Looking back at the days in school,
its kinda fun thou with all those deadlines and reports to hand in.
But i always enjoy all the presentations that we have to give.
haha.

From our very first Psyclops,
to Bizikids,
ONE(Singapore),
a few lil other mini ones,
and finally JUMP!

Those were really enjoyable times with META.
Although there were always arguements and stress from all of us.
But the excitement and the achievement at the end would always make us super HIGH and happy. haha.

I really enjoy working with you guys.
Serious.
Fun and work at the same time.

Anw, i hope all METAs get good results and go to a course of your prefered choice k?
Goodluck to all of us!
META META META GO!!

Hmmm,
Now i'm happily slacking at baby and my house.
Maybe i should look for a job. hmmm.
But such a short vacation, how sia?

Baby's ending sch in few days time.
i'm looking forward to it!
I know it has been a tiring journey for her to travel all the way to the east for this while.
Finally she can get some rest le =)
Then we shall do some exciting activites or just slag all day at home. =)

Been looking forward to the CTB's chalet!
I know it's still some distance away.
But WOOH MAN!!
i wanna BBQ AT OUR OWN CHALET!!
without anyother ppl interferring my food.
haha.
I hope all my CTB members are looking forward to it too oh!

anw i acc baby's mom to body contours at Raffles ytd.
it's just such a diff scenery as compared to a weekday raffles.
It was so awefully quite and all the offices and buildings were closed.
It's really like " I AM LEGEND"
I was telling baby if any zombie were to jump out how?
then she ignored me. haha

After that we went to the Supreme court.
Why?
We went there to attend a court case.

BUT BUT,
Don worry, it was just a enactment cos the supreme court house had a 2 day open house.
Haha, gotcha!!
It was a pretty rare chance,
so we went to have a look look.

Nv been so close to this place sia.

One of the court room.
and i overheard an indian say that the singapore legal system is famous for its "fast-food process" meaning, its really very fast.
The whole enactment process for one case took not more than 5 mins i guess.
even thou its only an enactment, i believe in real life, its about de same ba. haha.

Before the judge came out, i was expecting him to wear the wig lei, but then nv.
Stereotype of us, as seen in tv dramas. But it's not being practised here in singapore. haha

Baby takin a pic of the wig that lawyers and judges need to wear.

The buzzer that is used to annouce "court starting"
But the funnny thing is, is that a sony walkman that i'm seeing?

alot of law books. stress.

Giant word finder on the floor.

baby : "woah, so tall, so handsome, *drooling*"

Ever wondered what the round round UFO alike thingy at the top of the supreme court looked like? it looks like this inside? the view is superb de loh. 180 degree view of the singapore river and all the tall skyscrapers.

But theres one thing i don understand, the court is usually not open to public,
then why is there such a nice viewing point inside de supreme court lei?
Weird. haha

one of the bigger court room

This is a really small lift, don u think?
I was thinking , the lawyers and judges must be pretty fit and slim, to be able to squezze in.
opps. haha.

There was actually a criminal enactment on "who pushed humpty?"
and the prime suspect is BBW( big bad wolf) haha.
So cute rite, too bad we wasnt able to catch it .
Cos i wanna know who pushed humpty eh.
They still got the crime scene somemore, very cute eh!!

This reminds me of me and baby. and of cos baby being the BBW. opps =X

my pretty babe =)

I wish everyday would just be as peaceful as the sunrise and sunset.
For a moment. my heart almost died.
Dont do this to me again, hao ma?

Forever Love.

2009-02-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

爱你,
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你,
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了解自己,
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜

爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情
温柔的安抚,
我的不安定
所以我要
每年研究你的笑容
Wo~~
多么自然

forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由

爱情,
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
WO
多么自然
你感动的眼睛,
我沉默的声音,
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
I love you ~~
直到永远
oh
forever love

Baby, this is our first ever valentine spend tgt.
Although it nearly became the last.
I'm glad we still held on.
Although i still cant give euu what euu want,
but trust me,
i'm doing my very best to prove it to you.
I'm trying very hard to keep it going smooth and well.
So baby,
hold my hands tight,
and dont say you wanna let go that easily again can?

I know all those insecurities going round and round in your mind,
But how would i ever bear to leave this precious of mine?
Have a lil trust in me,
Have faith in our relationship.
Our future is in our hands,
So lets work doubly hard towards it,
Shall we?

I wanna spend my lifetime loving euu,
that is all in life i ever wanna do.

I love euu, precious laopo.
Happy Sweet 1st Valentine's Day
我爱你 =)

Re.

2009-02-01T12:15:00.005+08:00

I think my blog post are being updated monthly.
haha. not a good thing eh.
anw below are some photos that shd had been posted up a long time ago.
haha =x

my sua ku gor gor playing with my da-sao's hp.

love.

2009-01-18T15:21:00.002+08:00

Baby,

I know this month has past with great obstacles almost everyday.
But i'm glad we are still holding on well.
Through every fight we learn to cherish each other more.

Trust is still the main key to everything, baby.
Though i dont like to be doubted by euu everytime,
BUT i know euu're trying.
So i'll do whatever it takes to gain euur trust back.

Baby,
Sometimes words just cant totally express how i feel.
But my actions does not totally reflect how i feel either.
My way of loving euu,
might not be the best.
Might not seem visible to euu.
But deep down in my heart,
I know how deeply i love euu.

So when i look deep into euur eyes,
and say that i love euu.
I really do.

Happy 5 monthsary =)

Busy busy

2009-01-06T09:12:00.003+08:00

Hmmm, okay. i'm starting to see webby ard le.
Anw i have been kinda busy lately, so no time to update.
haha.

I shall update with photos from genting soon, thou there arent many.
haha.
Cos my laopo lazy to pose for me to take.
Muhahahah =x

Anw me and laopo have been thinking of buying a PS III.
After seeing the stunning trailer for Versus and 13, even my laopo lei.
Someone who doesnt hit the PS too much, is INTERESTED LEI!!
Cos the protagonist's friend(yes the friend) is simply too cute and handsome, she says.
hahax.
Hopefully the price will drop abit more before we can save up to buy one.
Hurh =(

Anw my laopo start sch le.
We( ctb and me) are all very happy for her!! WoohOO!!
I'm so proud and happy for her.
Cos she went all the way to simei on the first day of sch all alone!
BRAVE sia!!
BRAVO BRAVO!!
Hope her new classmate wont bully her and hopefully ~~not the other way round too~~ .
Haha =x

Te Quiero

2008-12-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

Precious,

For all the nights that we've cried tgt.
For all the effort euu've put in.
For all the tears that euu've shed for me.
For all the unconditoned love that euu've always been giving.
For all the every and every every lil things that euu have did for me.

I treasure and cherish every of them.
Thanks for being there by my side always,
and always forgiving/tolerating this slow girlfriend of euurs.

Baby, i love euu.

I'll stand by euu

2008-11-27T10:53:00.002+08:00

No matter what happens.
No matter what hardships.
No matter what problems/obstacles we might face.

I'll stand by euu.
Till the end.

As long as u need me,
just turn around and i'll be there to hold euur hands.
=)

Look into my eyes

2008-11-20T21:21:00.002+08:00

For all these time,
I have been looking for.
For that someone who would look me in the eyes like that.
And without speaking a single word,
We'd know,
As long as we have each other by our side,
nothing else matters.
Not even death would separate us.

With just that one look,
I know everything i've done is worthwhile.
I know i want to love euu my wholelife.

I know euu are the one.
The right one for me.

Only euu,
Would look into my eyes,
so deeply.

hmmm.

2008-11-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

A song to lull you to sleep during one of those cruel never-ending nights.
A song to yell along to just after a breakup.
A song for anyone whos ever been cheated on.
A song for those who feel like they simply dont fit in anywhere, and is always on the outside looking in.
A song for those whove known for a long time that you have to leave him/her, but simply. cant.
A song for those with demons and shadows of the past in their mind that you just cant seem to exorcise.

Writing this album really was a sort of purgatory for myself. A sort of confession booth. I wrote only with the intention of trying to exorcise the ghosts in my mind and heart. Being an emotionally guarded person, I will admit that i was nervous about laying bare my heart and soul for anyone to rip to shreds.

~Rui en

3 Months =)

2008-11-18T13:09:00.002+08:00

Time flies really fast.
Suddenly remembered the 26 rejections,
when we first started out.

It's been a tough and rough ride eh, babe?
But i'm glad we're still holding on pretty well.
Honeymoon phrase might be over (technically)
But having euu by my side everyday,
is the sweetest thing ever ~

I'm glad that i have euu in my life, precious.
Te Quiero

Happy 3 Monthsary

wo ai ni.

The gal who cried wolf

2008-11-12T16:06:00.004+08:00

I'm sure many know of the story
" the boy who cried wolf "

Lies abundant.
Faith abandoned.
Trust abducted.

But that happened when the the boy was just a lil boy.
Have anyone thought of this:

Eventually the boy would grow up.

He's changed for the better.
He wants to kick away that bad habit.
It's no longer a habit.
He doesnt want to lie anymore.
He wants to change,
because of euu.
For euu.

I know euu are trying,
i know euur difficulties.
I'll give euu time, loads of them.
But.
Return me the trust that has been kidnapped for so long,
will ya?
=)

Believe me.
Just this once.
I just need a lil tiny winny lil bit of trust from euu.
Just a lil.
Thats all.

ding dong dang dong!!

2008-11-10T11:22:00.003+08:00

This month has been a very very busy month.
Brother's wedding coming up.
Ohh... headaches.

Gotta buy alot of stuff.
Wedding gifts,
Clothes,
Accessories,
Za ba lang stuff,

Got to renew passort/photo,
But my passport photo so cute loh,
why must change eh? (cos that was like 10 odd years ago?)
haha =x

got to finalise the bus timing and name list.
contact bus/coach transport.

GRR, ROARRR!!

It's really very tight-action packed this 2 weeks.
So guess my blog's gonna collect some dusk and webbies for some time.
hahax. =)

I like how euu plan how we're gonna spend each day fruitfully.
I have euu,
to plan my life.

My promise, to euu

2008-11-04T14:11:00.002+08:00

all along.
I thot we were doing pretty fine.
I thot everything was good and okay.
I thot.

I really don understand.
was it me pretending,
or is it euu hiding it too well?
or is it the both of us trying to run away from it.

That i didnt realise,
euu were feeling so terribly pain and miserable deep down in euu.
I know it has always been hard on euu,
i know and i understand.
I truly truly understand what euu are feeling and going through.

I'm trying very hard to be a perfect lover for euu.
I'm trying my hardest to prove how much i love euu.
I'm trying, to remove that insecurity in euu.
I really want to.
I'm really trying hard to.
and i'm aint gonna give up.

But.
Is it me trying not hard enough.
or just.
I'm not good enough for euu.
or.
Whatever i do,
just doesnt seem to help.

I wont ever let go.
I wont ever get tired.
I will never bid goodbye to euu.
This is my promise to euu.

No matter how hard this journey is gonna be.
I'll hold on.
Even if it means sacrificing my life.

How do i?

2008-10-30T10:10:00.003+08:00

I know i'm not a good girlfriend.
I know i always make euu feel insecure.
I always make euu cry.
I always make euu feel so negative.

But none of them,
are my intentions.

I know it has always been hard on euu.
To endure all this.
All along.

I dunno how to remove that sense of insecurity in euu.
I know euu're afraid.

But how,
How and what exactly should i do.
to let euu know.

My heart,
My world.
My everthing,

Is euu.

Dieu,
erzählen ich что peut je hacer.

randommm

2008-10-29T00:00:00.005+08:00

Steamboat at laopo's hse.
Quite some time back la, but now looking at it.
makes me wanna eat again.
cos its just the 2 of us.
and the interesting thing part abt it is,
There's instant noodle in it.
hahax.
I LOVE noodles.
esp instant ones. Muhahahaha =x
So a instant noodle steamboat is defintely a WooHoo =)
hee, i know it's not good for health la, but once in a while nvm la.
haha =))

Don u think look like those korean style dinner at home? then she look like the mother who's preparing it. hahax

tada, instant noodle. nice nice =D

haha, this is oso sometime back,
when we were waiting for my laopo before we head off for work.
Then eric trying to act funny.

look at eric's weird exp. haha =x

Finally we watched laopo's long anticipated de movie!!
High School Musical 3: Senior Year
I really still prefer HSM 1 leh. i think that one is the best among the three.
haha.
anw, the show's pretty nice, as usuall, alot of singing and dancing. haha.

Before the movie,
We went to ate at bugis de food junction,
I've always wanted to try their omelette.
OMG.
Its nice de loh.
*Salvia drooling
let the pics do the talking ba. haha

I think the price is reasonable for the serving and quality of food.

$7.50. but it's really kinda fulling. haha
Haha, i realised laopo always have this exp when i take a pic of her and the food,

But the thing is, why ah?

hahahx =)

Let me hold euur hand till the end of the time,
May i?

Defendless Knight

2008-10-21T13:15:00.003+08:00

A Lion without it's Pride & Ego
Is just another meat to a predator

The most beautiful painting in my heart

2008-10-18T10:02:00.004+08:00

The painting that is to be completed by two.
Our lives, our love.
The most beautiful painting in my heart.
That is to be completed,
by euu and me...

Anywhere for euu =)

I'd go anywhere for you
Anywhere you ask me to
I'd do anything for you
Anything you want me to

I'd walk halfway around the world
For just one kiss from you
Far beyond the call of love
The sun, the stars, the moon
As long as your love's there to lead me
I wont lose my way believe me
Even through the darkest night you know

I'd go anywhere for you
Anywhere you ask me to
I'd do anything for you
Anything you want me to
Your love as far as I can see
Is all I'm ever gonna need
There's one thing for sure
I know it's true
I know it's true
Baby I'd go anywhere for you

I used to think that dreams were just
For sentimental fools
And I'd never find someone
Who'd their love so true
But I knew the very minute
Couldn't live my love without you in it
Now I want the whole wide world to know

Euu're my precious lil one.

Happy 2nd monthsary
and still counting on =D

我爱你

My love is all i have to give

2008-10-15T15:56:00.002+08:00

I don't know what he does to make you cry,
but I'll be there to make you smile.
I don't have a fancy car,
to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles.
I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart-I don't know
But if you were my girl...
I'd make it so we'd never be apart.

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you...but
Love is all I have to give

When you talk-does it seem like he's not
even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away...
Does he leave when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please...I'm on my knees
praying for the day that you'll be mine!!

To Euu..
Hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
I have inside...
I Love You

My love is all i have to give,
To euu...

Euu colour my life

2008-10-10T16:02:00.006+08:00

School's starting soon.
Yawnzzzz
First lesson AOFA somemore.
Hopefully the teacher is not as blur as the previous OFA teacher.
opps =x

Went to check out my bro's wedding venue.
Alot of stuff has been happening to his wedding plan.
Esp the venue thingy, but luckily it has finally settled at this huge convention centre.
Yap, " convention centre" that's how big it is. haha

And meanwhile there was this record breaking thing held at the convention centre.
It's those, you know during deepavalli where indians will put coloured rice at their door step as decoration/ tradition and stuff.
Bascially the whole lobby area and the inside are filled with these coloured rice.
Each with diff theme, desgins and pictures.
AMAZING & IMPRESSIVE i must say.
It's alr in the malaysia book of records and they are currently going for guiness book of world record.

The colours are simply brilliant =D

Just look at how fine it is. can u believe it's actually RICE?

Sure look like carpet doesnt it?

Imagine the amount / packet of coloured rice needed for such a record breaker!!

你为我亲手准备的晚餐，
胜过鲍鱼，鱼翅，龙虾大餐。
就算是很简单的一餐。
只要是你煮的。
那一定是最温饱，
最好吃，
的一餐。
=D

Lunch at old town. apparently malaysia cafes like to use nissin packet noodle to whip up smth simple and charge 3 plus for it. and dunass me, ordered it. haha =x

I think i look pretty gay in this pic. haha. but i like eh =)

lalalalala =D

2008-10-04T17:05:00.019+08:00

okay. random pose.
But i'm so lucky that i'm living in singapore.
Cos this car park in the open-space carpark at one of the wet market in malaysia.
and IT ENDED UP LIKE THIS.
Oh my.
I think the owner doesnt even know loh.
Haha.

25 Sep '08
We went to watch songs of the sea (海之song) haha
Not a very good plot but the fireworks and waterworks displays, simply amazing
=)

26 sep '08
12.01 am

She spend her first min of her birthday eating this!!
haha, 不愧是glutton. =x

Happy happy birthday to laopo!!
cute cute de laopo =D

Mary says i have to capture down her expressions,
cos mary bet she sure would laugh-cum-touched when she sees the present.
muhahahaha

The present is - 19 pieces of diff request/ task that mary will do when laopo use the cards.

some are really cute/ funny.

she was really surprised. haha

the two chemically-bonded sisters

mary so engrossed wtih taking her artistic photo.

Baba the mousey, really look like mouse.

Birthday gal!!

Strawberry Shortcake (again) !! YUMYUM

" happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u ( shake head to left n right ) "

28 sep '08

Celebration with laopo's jjfc friends
Dorothy and siew yong.

Went to eat earl swensens.
The whole plan was actually suppose to be a surprise.
but my act clever de laopo really crashed every of my plan.
except for one. haha
I went to pierce my ear for my laopo.
She was like totally shock.
haha.

Chicken baked rice for 2.
The serving is big de loh. and the spoon and forks is oso very big.
haha.
But it taste abit like porridge lei.
But still quite nice la.

30 sep '08

Jiayan's birthday celebration
Plan Day

Target: Lim jiayan
Surprise: Eric the clown
The plan: The dumdum jiayan wasnt expecting eric to be free on her birthday.
So she was actually quite sad for the past few days.
And our main surprise luckily got off and he was really quite a good actor as
he lied to jiayan abt being not free , etc.
And me and mary had to act as shrink to help calm her down while hiding the fact
that eric is on his way over. haha
Tough job, with that covering of the cap on her head.
Grrrrrrrrr.

"lonely, i am a lonely looh, i have lobody, i'm on myownnnn, ohhhh~ "

emo gal.

Lychee martini and my hot babe.

Nice sunset

Plan Night

celebration birthday dinner at Marche!
I must agree that mary really is a good actor.
with sentences like :
" quick la, lets go daiso first " and
" hey lets go check out marche lei"

It totally deceived the gonggong de jiayan and i think eric wasnt aware that we were gg marche either. cos he kept saying, u gals go jiu hao. i'm staying outside.
haha. two dumdum de couple.

Reserved ----

eric sucking smth from the plate

the berry nice de strawberry choc crepes. thou i didnt really like the choc part.

mary happily enjoying her crepes.

kpo de laopo =x

this pic is so funny

mary wanted to take a solo pic. but as usual there's eric in it again.

wow, so protective sia. haha

eric being gay again.

okay, super gay,

super super super gay =x

Nice ice-cream chocolate cake from swensens. looks nice rite?

posing everywhere de birthday gal.

wondering what's this?
Basically this is not some artistic artpiece.
Its lim jiayan slowly cutting the cake and putting those sticks and zhabalang stuff on the plate.
There was this staff whom walk pass our table and slow down for a moment looking at those plates.
most probably she was thinking shd she clear it?
Cos it really look like leftovers.
haha =x

pls compare this cake to the previous cake shown above.

Finally...

Finished.
The cake is very chocalate-ty loh. ewww, luckily i dint eat alot.

that dumdum de jiayan got tricked by eileen.

wondering what are they so engrossed in?
Suaku peeps =x haha

Its just a tv totally submerged in the water.
and apparantly mary totally finds it amazing to see the tv in water,
and was like seriously thinking how did it really happen!!
haha, it's really a very funny scene

drummer laopo. but a bit sian sian de lei. haha

If there's one thing i wanna do before i die.
That would be to hug u tightly in my arms.

Genting Trip. Finally

2008-10-04T12:46:00.003+08:00

Okay okay, finally the genting trip.
I know its been ages since the genting trip.
But at least i'm uploading the pics ma.
Aiya, really lazy to update abt the genting trip since its so long ago le.
haha.
Anyway enjoy. quite alot of pics thou.
hahaha

On the coach at boon lay still. haha
Ahboo's feeling kinda f***-ed up due to the seating arrangements.
haha

Laopo say jiayan this pic like gg to give birth like that. actually quite true ah. haha =x

Yeah!! reach our hotel room le. thou gotta wait like ages at the lobby there before we got actually check in. yawn.... sleepy ZZZZ

The Pizza Hut at genting, really S***s.
Really not nice sia =x
Thou we manage to clear everything in the end cos we were just too hungry.
haha

Look at jiayan's glutton face look.
haha. " eat and eat n eat!!! "

The tattoo that we (ahboo, jiayan & me) got tgt =)

jiayan looks like lift attendant and eric looks like bell-boy.
haha =x

before the cable car ride.
We all thot its alr closed, then we were wondering how come there were ppl boarding the cable car.
Then we went to ask the staff there,
then we found ourselves so stupid.
Its open to the public.
and its only 5 sing dollars sia.
So much cheaper compared to sentosa de.
Somemore its a 30 mins 2-way ride.
WooHOO =D

My laopo's PROUD collection of nail polish from genting!!

I like this pic. haha. i like my hair in genting. haha

FINALLY THEME PARK!! woohoo
First ride of the day!
My laopo's fav ride too.
We went up three rounds i guess.
and jiayan wanted to vomit alr.
haha

I think she like that kinda cool hor?
p.s never seen a mushroom so cool de. haha

" woooooooooooo ..... "

"I wanna puke le.... Grrrrr"

Then we went for this old antique car.
REally antique sia, slow and uncontrollable.

GO-KARTS !!! one of my fav!!

Future F1 driver ??
Nah, dont think so.
Perhaps current mushroom leader. muhahah =x

The daring eric went for the space shot!
Only he went up alone, cos none of us dare to acc him.
haha

Haha, that's eric. damn look like small kid who's playing happily at the playground loh!! " mama, fun fun!!"
=x

We had a fun time playing with the water boats too, thou laopo was kinda drenched.

eric the clown

Mushroom on horse?
haha

Eric: " no, no, dont take picture"
Jiayan: " Wah, take picture ah, okay *twist =)"

Typical tourist photo.

Welcome to genting!! =)

I like this picture too =)

act cute us =D

laopo say if she have this inside her room,
she would stay home the whole day.
but dont think can fit ba.
haha. but is chio de loh.

LionKing =)

Know who's causing all these fog and mist ard?

Tada!! Boo wenling Jasmine =))

I would prefer to carry you for the rest of my life =)

I swear this ride is CURSED
the first time we wanted to take it, it started raining.
So we had to wait cos all the other rides were down too.
Then we went the second time, we were alr in the queue,
next ride, we were suppose to be in.
and the staff said,

"sorry ride has to be closed due to the mist/fog"
WAD THE!!

and finally the THIRD TIME!!
we finally went on it!
and we went on for a few more times for the fact that we finally got to ride that stupid dragon coaster ( grrr, i'm kinda missing the coaster rides)

our fav eating place!!
Prata sausage!
Look at the signage, cute rite?

Dinner at kenny rogers with laopo.
Kinda not bad, except for the ice-cream float.
Taste weird =x
BUT the muffins ARE NICE DE LOH!!
Thou it turn out to be one banana and one vanilla instead of 2 vanilla.
So laopo didnt really get to eat the Delicious vanilla muffins.
mamammia =))

Laopo de, the chicken is tempting de loh.
16 ringit only lei, so much stuff to eat. haha

ahhh, muffins....

retarded us decided to take the ferris wheel ride.

seeing all these pics, makes me wanna go genting again sia.
Wanna go take those rides with euu again.
Ahh....
Lets elope to somewhere else again soon.
Shall we?

=D

happy birthday my dearest =)

2008-09-26T15:08:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th Burfday !!!

Boo Wenling Jasmine!!

Haha, i like to call yr full name!!
Hope euu enjoy this year's birthday,
thou it went a lil off-course from what i've planned,
BUT NEVERTHELESS,
Hope euu enjoy it =)

生日快樂,
我親愛的老婆大人!

F***

2008-09-26T15:06:00.001+08:00

CRASHED!!!

GRRRRRRR =(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(

I swear next year will be a perfect one!
ROAR!

Eat and Eat n EAT!

2008-09-22T02:34:00.010+08:00

Okay, i've been trying my very best to update abt the genting trip.
BUT.
I seriously got too many photos le.
So i'll only be updating in my next post.
So anticipate ba!!
Muhahahah.

MARY'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS!! =D

Preparations in Progress ....

Using forks to try to put in the marshies

Marshmellows =))))))

TarDA!!!

Birthday Cake ---- Strawberry Shortcake, i swear it's the nicest strawberry cake i've eaten.

Dinner At N.Y.D.C
And we realised smth. There's 5 dishes that has mushroom in its name.
And the below BOoBoo. cute rite? =x

Mary laughin her head off. muhahahaha

Laopo has been pretty vulgar lately. hmmm. but cos i kept bullyin her about the mushroom thingy la. haha, =x

BIRTHDAY GAL!!!

Looks like mary's really really Beri happy!! she just kept laughing away.
MUHAHAHAH =)

Baba VS BooBoo ?? P.s only Ctb will know wad i meant, opps. =x

Mary's --- Show me the curry "(got mango eh, whoots)"

Chinyee & Mushroom's Baked Prawn Rice

glutton chinyee.

Mary's exp very funny. haha

Roast Chicken Leg, mamamiA!! nice =)

Jiayan's --- The meatball that ate Manhattan .

Baba's ----- The prawn that got creamed.
Did u guys notice, their names all kinda funny. hahaha

After dinner we went over to the arcade, played this 9 button game where all ctb plus eric was working hand in hand to finish the game.
Kinda funny seeing so many ppl crowd at one machine.

I'm SUPER PROUD OF HER
I played silent hill with this women,
and AMAZINGLY,
her points was higher than me!
She never scream, DAMN calm la.
And she managed to play until very far, all By herself.

Impressive (*round of a applause pls)

Then we went to watch --- The mighty Princess
Thou the story is kinda diff from what the billboard's trying to portray,
But i think still it's kinda good la.
haha, at least not as jia lat as " once in a summer" * yawns

Director: ERIC KHOO
SCRIPTWRITER: ERIC KHOO
STARRING: ERIC KHOO

Steamboat at Mary's place today.
Yum yum.
Surprisingly, we managed to clear everything we bought.
When we only have 5 females.

Mary, jiayan and ahboo was totally laughin like hell during the steamboat session.
Esp mary,
Then both jia and boo couldnt help but join in the laughters too.
oh my....
hahah

Mushroom Rulez!

Lets elope =x

2008-09-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

GENTING TRIP

Four more hours and i'm out of town.
But before that,
I'm craving for nail polish to appear on my finger nails
OKAY!
SOunds weird i know.
haha =x

Give it to me baby, will ya?

I'm anticipating our stingray dinner later!!
But hopefully i wont have stomache from eating stingray and drinking ,
MY FAV!!

Honeydew Milk Shake *slurrPs
+__+

It's a must drink everytime i go there.
Cos it's just simply so NICE! and milky!
* Slurpps sluRpps =D

I'll think i'll miss my bed and my bigbig taz!!
sobsob =( " be patient k, i'll be back in a few days"
haha =x

To dearest earthlings,
I'll miss euu people.

To dear members of CTB`
TAke goodcare of yrself and each other k?
Don fight and quarrel ah?
hahahah =)

GENTING AND STINGRAY!!
HERE I COME !!!!

Wall~~~~~~ E

2008-09-13T00:45:00.009+08:00

This week has been a pretty busy week.
EXAMS!!
Finally over, phew =)
Hopefully everyone gets good grades. haha
And finally i can touch my com without any restrictions or constraints of notes that are not done.
Muhhahahah =D

One Very important thing!!
I FINALLY WATCH
WALL.E !!!
DAMN NICE LA!!
5 out of 5Stars!!
Even laopo oso said it's 5stars too!!
Cos wall.e's expression is just simply too cute le!!
Although miss out a lil in the beginning,
But it's really a great movie!!
Wall.e's simply cute, sweet and adorable!!
E..v......a

=D =D =D

And then we went to watch hana yori dango ( Boys over flower Final )
First time watching at "The Cathay".
Also nice, thou the cast not really that good lookin as compared to the taiwan de,
But the story plot not bad.
Good movie =)
But if taiwan de cast (F4) have a similar firm, i definitely will watch loh!!
Cos jerry is so handsome!!
haha =)

Cam wore-ing before the movie starts =x

我的女人 =）

Lunch at Fish Manhattan!!

The attack of the mushroom ( target: mushroom soup =x)

Our favourite!! Seafood platter for 2!
(strongly recommend this, esp the prawns!! MamaMia! =x )

Look at her glutton face =x

Don be deceived by her,
The one on the spoon is just the prawn shell,
She's such a glutton till the shell she oso wanna eat. haha =x

Look at her damn happy de face!!
She said eating that feels happier than being tgt with me loh!! ='(
haha

See see, What a glutton!!

Anyway,
My daupok is starting her nail parlor from home.
and this is one of her master piece.

She alr got her first biz le eh!!
So proud of her!!
anyway if any of u guys interested can contact me,
her pricing kinda cheap de loh!
Really not cut out to be business woman.
haha =)

Foodchase 2008
I swear I have never eaten like a big glutton!!
We ate as fast as we could man!
But Still we didnt win.
haha, but the experience was good thou!
Some teams even went to eat "new-york-new-york"
Clever rite?
We shall do that next time!!
Muhahah =x

Jiayan n eric goin on stage for consolation prize

Nel and chinyee

Me and my sweet darling =)

This was taken from my house, nice hor?
I like it alot eh.
I think my hse here de sunset all very nice.
haha. =x

That's all for today le,
tired. gotta go sleep le.
Awaiting tmr stingray dinner and the GENTING TRIP!!
Woohoo!!

Goodnite earthlings =)

I'd gave up everything.
Just to be with you.
My one and only love.
I love euu.

I swear

2008-09-06T19:28:00.003+08:00

ich fühle mich so untergeordnet ihm.
je sais que je ne suis pas aussi riche que lui.
hais.
Sé que me inclino dan a u una vida cómoda aún.
je jure que je donnerai le bonheur u.
ich schwöre.

This lifetime, only with euu.
Not even death has the rights to stop.
This love
Te queiro.

This star star doesnt plead.

2008-09-05T22:09:00.004+08:00

Cyborg She

Nice movie, really!
Although its a lil confusing near to the end but i think it's kinda nice.
thou laopo say de ending like abit redundant,
But perhaps a Happy ending is good ba?
And oso the song is nice de loh,
I like!! Esp "send" , cant find the lyrics / song anywhere lei =(
thou i cant reall figure out what language it is in,
but laopo and me deduce that it shd be in english la,
but the guy's english really cant make it sia.
haha.

NEXT UP!!
I wanna Watch WALL.E !!
I think that movie will be another worthwhile movie to watch too!!
When can i watch, sob~

W~~~ a~~ l ~~ l ~~~~~~~ E !!!

Exams coming up le,
But i totally no mood to study loh,
Don even have the slightest strength to lift up the pen and write notes sia.
haha ( slaps myself )
But the topics are really abit dry and redundant lei.
Grrrrr ~~~~
Gambatte!!!

Foodchase this sunday,
looking kinda forward to it!!
Cos i'm the Glutton Club's president ma!!
FOOD FOOD HERE I COME!!
Hopefully the metamorphers' good luck is still with us.
So we'd win this race too!!
Muhahahaha =)

Euu're the one

2008-09-04T02:01:00.002+08:00

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call .
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all .

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I dont need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If youre not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If youre not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
cause I love you, whether its wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

Sweet surrender

2008-09-04T01:51:00.002+08:00

I pray to god.
Hoping this love will last a lifetime.
Even if it doesnt come true.
Then at least let me drown in this sweet surrender.
For a lil while longer.

All but a beautiful illusion

2008-08-23T13:00:00.005+08:00

I love how biased you can be.
I love how you weave such a fantastic illusion.
I love all your beautiful lies.
I love those tears that has no meaning to flow from your eyes.
I love the way you want to hide me from this realistic world.
I love it when my feelings isnt in your area of consideration.
I love how you change to another person overnight.
I love it when you hide this forbidden love at the darkest corner of the earth.

I love to hear you say sorry when the pain is inevitable.
I love the way you abuse me and my feelings.
I love how you torment my heart, mind and soul.
I love you for how evil you can be.
I love how you tore my wings that once protected you.
I love how you left me dying there,
Burning in pain and tears,
that no one ever knew.

You were once my everything.
I gave up everything just to be there for you.
I never expect anything out of you.

But i'd never expect.

You gave me up

I dont hate you
Cos i dont love you anymore either.

Thank you for weaving such a wonderful ~~fairyland~~

A New Beginning - Genesis

2008-08-18T12:52:00.001+08:00

Say goodbye to the sorrows of yesterday.
Bid farewell to the unwanted me of the past.
Dry up those tears and blood that used to flow.

Say hello to the happiness of today.
Welcome to the world that only has me and euu =)
and let those smiles and laughters be everlasting.

This is not a continuation.
This is a new chapter that is unfolding.
There will not be full stops.
No more question marks or sighs.

Euu treat me like a rose.
Euu give me room to grow.
Euu shone the light of love on me.
Euu gave me air so i can breathe.
Euu open doors that close,
In a world where anything goes.
Euu give me strength so i stand tall.
Just like a rose.

Thank euu for not abandoning me.
Thank euu for not giving up on me.
on us.
on our love.
From today onwards there'll be more obstacles than before.
But with euu by my side,

Impossible is nothing

The knight felt his heart beating once more.

Te quiero =)

this is the fabula finale...

2008-08-16T10:08:00.001+08:00

This is not a love story.
This is a story about a knight.
A forlorn knight.

He spend his days n nights guarding the kingdom of light n darkness.
And the one he loved.
He know he's not the prince, but he kept waiting for a miracle.
For that one day,
The one he loved would cast a glance at him.
He secretly hide his feelin beyond the tall n big walls of the kingdom,
As he knows thy love is forbidden.
All he could do was to secretly guard the one he loved without anyone knowing.
Waiting for the day,
He'd be accepted.

War broke out between two kingdoms.
The knight fought wif his life to protect his kingdom, his love and his loved one.
He lost.
Not only did he lost his home, he lost his loved one, his everything.
The princess was arranged to marry the prince of the opposing nation to peace the war.
The knight stole one last glance at her.
Before the princess was happily married to the prince.
Beyond the sounds of bell-chimes n laughters.
Lies a silent tear.
He knew he would never become the prince.
The knight buried his sword n shield tgt wif his love in the vast desert.
He wondered ard till there was no sound of his heartbeat. He laid there peacefully,
Waiting for the next chapter to unfold.

This is a story never to be told.
This is a story never to be kept.
This is a story thats long forgotten.
This is ...

the fabula finale.

Fabula

2008-08-01T10:22:00.004+08:00

SLR

After playin with Mr sunny's SLR,
I'm getting hooked onto it man!!
Whoots!!!
I think i've found my second aspiration in life!!
MUHAHAHAH
I've always like photography thou,
But just no real chance to play with the real stuff.
haha.
looks like i need to save up quite a sum first =(

Goat Farm

Its kinda fun, i never been there, never touch a goat before,
sua ku i know,
But it's quite a fun experience for me.
Thou jiayan was screaming most of the time as she dont dare to touch the goats.
hahah
Meh Meh Meh ~

Battle Box

Yo, Fighting square.
Nice name lei, very cute.
haha. =D

The event was great really.
Thou there were some hip cups at the beginning,
But it was really good.
The tour was kinda impressive thou a lil too brief.
Shd have went to all the diff rooms or chamber,
Muhahhaa ~
The TTT race was great too!!

COS

The METAMORPHERS WON!!!

and the prize was kinda good eh.
Newurbanmale vouchers lei.
Thou i dont frequent there.
haha =)

Happy happy =D

Post Event Celebration

We went to PlazaSing for pizzahut.
And peeps,
It totally sucks like hell.
The Crew were like blind or wad?
Esp the manager,
She saw us eh, but she just walk away like that.
Never ask us to wait or anything .
WTH

Then there's this chinese crew who couldnt understand english i think.
We wanted 5 glasses of cold water.
and he thot we wanted 5 plates.
Then when he came back,
he came with one glass of warm water??
Then just walk away,
then came back with four more glasses of warm water saying that there wasnt enough glasses just now.
Dots -_- lll
GRRR ~

And i had stomache and went to toilet 4 times after that.
Was there something wrong with the food?
I thot so too.
Hmmm.

So peeps,
Never ever go to the plazasing outlet k?
It totally GRRRR ~
BOOO~~~

Could this be the perfect ending?
Perhaps it's time to start to get used to it.
It's gonna happen in the future anyway.
It's just a matter of time.
Only this time it's been pushed forward a lil sooner.

Say goodbye

2008-07-28T09:14:00.002+08:00

If you wish to be despreocupado about everything.
I'm fine with it.

You dont have to explain anything,
if you dont think there's a need to.

There wasnt a need to from the start anyway.
esto realmente no me importa

My love.

2008-07-11T10:12:00.006+08:00

Words of deception
Burns my soul in guilt
Wings of life and death spreads apart
To bring me the peace and solemn i have long await
If i could
I would carry u in my arms
To a world that nobody forbids
Thou shall find bliss and happiness
Our love
Everlasting

Thy Fantasy Land

Bored.

2008-07-07T17:35:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps,
I'm finaly back.
Seeing alot of spiderwebs ard,
so i decided to update.
Haha.

Work finally ended,
3 weeks just gone like that,
But hopefully the money is coming in soon!!
Muhahah =D
Sch's kinda same,
Thou sunny chou is abit kinda sunnier?
Haha =x
Elina's gone,
So our oa is replaced with ms hany?? (did i get it rite?)
The first impression wasnt too good eh?
But hopefuly it doesnt affect me too much .
Err..

Btw peeps,
Give me some comments k?
I'm getting a new lappy,
pls give me comments on which lappy i shd get k?
hee =D

1. Sony VAIO VGN-CR35G Gold
2. Sony VAIO VGN-CR35G White
3. Hp Pavilion Notebook Black
4. Sony VAIO VGN-CR353G Blue

I kinda like the Gold one eh, so chio, whoots.
Haha.
The specs are about the same la.
So i'm kinda having a headache.
Hahax.

Anyway,
My birthday is in another one month's time,
any idea for a quiet and pleasant birthday celeb?
Hmmm.

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall my return.
To become the dew that quenches the land,
To spare the sand, seas and skies.
I offer thee silent sacrifice.

Oh, genesis is so handsome!!!
Shuai!!
* tink, do you guys know that genesis actually meant "a new beginning"?
Cos in the bible there is a 27th chapter of genesis.
COol eh?
haha.

" Te Quiero "

The Dawn and the Dusk.

2008-06-12T14:39:00.006+08:00

My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honour remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul corrupted by vengence
Hath endured torment
To find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely

Thee, such a coward in love.
Does not even dare to fight.
For justice of her love.
Thy love is not worth to be sacrifice.
" If i were to fight , You would have died"
Such irony, spoken and felt.
Abandon me to the embrace of eternal loneliness.
Never shall i speak of any deception.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mary has tagged us from japan, woohoo!!
So cool eh.
How's the trip ah mary?
Fun anot?
Got buy alot alot of stuff for us (esp for me!! =x)
I want PS3, mary!!!
Haha.
WE all miss u eh, quick come back and ctbs lets meet up quick k? =)
School term's ending soon.
Holiday coming but gotta work, so holidays's gone. haha
So boring.
I want to play final fantasy 13 lei,
But dunno when will come out seh. sian.

LOVELESS Act III

2008-06-06T09:45:00.003+08:00

Act III

As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction.
The prisoner departs with his new found love and
embarks on a new journey.

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss and
the oath that is swore to his friends.

Though no oath is shared between the lovers,
In their hearts they know,
They will meet again.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mary is off to japan,
Hope she gets back with a handsome young japan boiboi.
haha opps =x
School has always been boring.
and the attendance rate is dropping lower and lower,
cos alot of ppl are "self-proclaiming" holidays alr.
haha =x

Life's boring.
With no definite goals and aims.
I'm alr 19.
Yet i'm not doing things of substance.
Still lingering ard doing nth useful enough.
Wasting my time on this earth.
hais.
Maybe i should go and learn some new skills or smth.
I wanna learn photography.
hmmm.

Any ideas for a 19 year old birthday party?
My 18 wasnt that well-done.
hmmm.
=
p.s anyone wants to get me a ps3?
hahax =xx

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the wind may blow
My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

"Even if the morrow is barren of promises.
Nothing shall forestall my return "

LOVELESS Act II

2008-05-29T14:08:00.006+08:00

Act II

Though the prisoner escapes,
he is gravely wounded.
His life is saved.
However by a woman of the opposing nation.

He begins a life of seclusion with her,
which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss.

But as happiness grows,
so does guilt of not fulfilling the oath to his friends.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There is no hate, only joy.
For you are beloved by the goddess,
Hero of dawn, healers of the worlds.
Dreams of morrow hath the shattered soul.
Pride is lost.
Wings stripped away,
the end in nigh.

Been thinking hard of alot of stuff.
Reminiscing alot of past events.
My life has been kinda happening.
Been thinking of filming a short movie.
Not about my life of cos.
But about a forbidden love.
Thinkin about the scenes in the movie alr, haha,
as if its really gonna happen.
If only it really came true,
i think its kinda cool.
haha =x

Too much hatred brings only pain.
Why reminisce only the tears but not the smiles.
Let the tears only be tears of joy.
Let bygones be bygones,
and let us all bury the hatchet.
Speak only words of love and not words that kills.
Tear down those walls,
and melt thee ice.
Dont regret only at world's end.

LOVELESS Act I

2008-05-23T09:23:00.005+08:00

Act I

The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek.
But their fates are scattered by war.

Ones becomes a hero,
Ones wanders the land,
and the last is taken prisoner.

But the three are still bound by a solemn oath.
To seek the answer together,
once again.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Infinite in mystery,
is the gift of the goddess.
We seek it thus,
and take it to the sky.
Ripples form on the water's surface.
The wandering soul knows no rest .

LOVELESS

2008-05-22T11:14:00.006+08:00

Prologue

When the war of the beasts
brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark
spread afar
She guides us to eternal bliss
her gift everlasting

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

PRIMA DELI WAFFLES!!
-nice
-hot
-delicious

Yes, i know its ncie and everything.
BUT!! know what?
I stayed in the toilet for 2 n 1/2 hours or more!!
After eating 1 n 1/4 waffles.
ITS PAIN DE LOH!!

U know suddenly i thot i gg to kanna food poisoning leh.
cos u know u know... hmmm.
I dont think i'll eat their waffles in the near future.
=x

My soul corrupted by guilt and sins.
Only to find the journey tormenting.
Wishing i could find eternal bliss
and to keep to the oath.

It's over...

2008-05-20T16:24:00.004+08:00

It's over.
Its really over.
I cant believe its over.
WHY!!
NO,NO,NO !!!

How can the game be so short?
Its only been a week.
I'm so devastated now.
hurh.

anyway, to introduce the three most suave guys in the game. wheets.
Genesis

He's kinda a bad guy inside but, he's damn cool and handsome de loh.haha

Zack
Main character in the story, he's kinda cheeky la, but he's kinda cool too.
Too bad he died in the end. sobsob =(

Cloud
He's just simply cute la, vomiting after taking a heli ride.
But he's very very very handsome loh. haha

The graphic is just simply GREAT!!!
Alot of short videos along the way too.
What a pity the game is so short.
Not that i played too fast,
But this kind of rpg(role-playing game)should take kinda long time to finish.
So that's why i'm kinda sad now.
haha.

My soul corrupted by vengenance.
Halt endured torment,
To find the end of the journey,
in my own salvation,
and your eternal slumber.
-LOVELESS-

P.a.i.n

2008-05-08T14:12:00.003+08:00

I finally know how it feels.
It hurts.
But i know the hurt would never be compared to the duo.

P.A.I.N

The Art of Lying (chp.1)

2008-05-07T09:54:00.004+08:00

Rule #1

Always use the golden word
"I'm Sorry"

No matter what wrong you did.
No matter you are in the right or wrong (technically)
No matter how much you dowan to admit you are wrong.
Always say the golden word.
8/10 cases , it usually works (esp on gals)
Cos gals are softhearted.
But what about the 2 who didnt worked out.
Most probably they're not human.
Or maybe they've been immune to that word alr.
Hmmm.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I just hope everything turns out fine.
I don wanna be the bricks of the duo's cold wall.
I know its impossible.
Everything started cos of me.
I know.
sorry serves no purpose here,
but i really dunno wad else could i do.

I wanna choose,
but i dowan to hurt any.
I don know who my heart really longs for.
I know i cant keep dragging.
I know it hurts.
I'm at a dilemma too.
God please bless us all.

=(

swim / sink

2008-05-06T13:05:00.003+08:00

Only a bastard and a idiot would make two gurls cry for two days.
je reconnais que je suis celui.

I'm sorry.
I dont mean to hurt any of you.
I know i always screwed things up.
I'm really really sorry.

I really have no solutions or anything.
Not because i wanna run or avoid the whole thing.
But i really dunno wad i should or what i can do.
I didnt want all this to happen.
I really never wanted.

sé que soy un bastardo.
I'm really confused too.
I admit i'm selfish.
Thinking i might be able to handle it all at once.
But i was wrong.
Even when i know,
What i was doing was all wrong.
I allowed myself to continue.
How could i.
tal vez yo debería ir sólo y morir

i'm sorry

Confused

2008-05-02T09:37:00.003+08:00

HEY PEEPS!!!
Are you guys all dead or wad?
How come i ask friends of jiayan to leave a comment at her blog asking her to change back,
AND NOBODY DID THAT!!??!?

WANTED LIST

Syazana

Pei Xuan

Qian Hui

Jenn

Wenli

Mary

Barbara

Chin Yee

Ah Boo

Judy

And all others who had or want to tag at her blog.

CAN YOU GUYS JUST PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT AT HER CURRENT BLOG NOW?!?!
Thank You very much =))

I'm feeling a little confused.
I'm feeling a little guilty.
I'm feeling a little stressed.
I'm feeling a little of everything thats not good.

I have this little stone on my chest.
It's causing me to be breathless.
I dunno what to do now.
I'm really at a lost.
Give me some time.
But i doubt i will have any solutions.
I'm sorry.
Savne-d

Busy busy busy -_-

2008-04-30T14:32:00.007+08:00

25 . 04 . 08

Its a (Ladies) day out at sentosa with fellow team-mates,
Syaz, jiayan and erica. haha
YOu think they looked like very calm and well-behaved like that right?

Think Again =x haha
They like some sukus can, haha.

Then syaz was like keep on laughing and laughin loh.
Cos actually i wanted to help them take a pic of them jumpping up.
So i used the 6 shots at one go, in the end,
it all ended up like this.
haha =x

Haha, ladies at work (using their brain and their mouths)

This is erica aka eric.

see he's so happy jumping up and down the bridge.
He thot he was flying when he saw this pic loh. =x

I think the 3 of them just cant wait to get their driving licenses,
so they had a try at the lorry instead,
But i think they failed kinda badly.
Cos the lorry didnt even move a bit? @_@
Whahahahah =x

I like this picture alot. i think its kinda nice? haha
Blue blue skies =D

I think they had alot of fun eh,
From the happy faces they had.
Except for that erica, so emo. think S(he) misses somebody.
opps =x

Lastly the photographer of the day =)

26 . 04 . 08

After a day out at sentosa, we went for project discussion at gp.
And something interesting happened.
3 of them were looking and playing with that little thing.
Want to know whats that small little thing that kept them busy?

......
.........
...........
...............

TaDA !!
There you have it.
Its a toy that emits red light, and when u put the so-called magnifying thing, u can see some images. haha
Its a free toy when u buy Happy Meal. HAHA
Then when we left we left the toy there and the next day when me and jiayan went back to the same place she suddenly rem that she didnt took the toy, then still can ask me why i never help her take the toy, but actually is she ownself say dowan de??
heh? haha.

This picture was taken at ahboo hse.
When ahboo was helping jiayan to do her nails.
BUt in the end jiayan actually fall asleep while doing it.
Tok gong rite?
haha.

P.s: Anyway jiayan says that she would not change back to blogger unless there's 20 ppl who will write a comment on her blog asking her to change back.
So i'm seeking all friends of jiayan,
pls leave a comment at her blog to ask her to change back to blogger.
I know its kinda troublesome, but currently shes using wordpress that doesnt allow tagboard and its troublesome to leave a comment so i think its better that she change back to blogger. thanks alot to all.
=)

Cold as you

2008-04-27T16:54:00.002+08:00

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take,
you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause
I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause
I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame,
what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
Died for you...

Oh what a shame,
what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you .

World War 3 ?

2008-04-25T10:47:00.003+08:00

Saddened.
Guilty.
Loneliness.

This conflict started because of me.
" Root of the problem "

When i thot the frendship btw the duo was kept quite well, until
BOOM!!
I blewed it again.
But thinkin back, did i do anything wrong?
Technically speaking, i dont think so.
But maybe other aspects i did.
I dunno?

I wanna keep a distance length btw the duo,
if that would to help.
But i doubt so.
Its hard too, anyway.
I know sometimes not all talks or negotiation works out perfectly.
But i greatly appreciate the effort put in to have it all started.
But somethings are beyond human's control.

I hope everything will turn out fine ,
soon.
I know its hard, or deemed impossible to return to the past.
Where the bond was still kinda strong.
I know the duo care for each other.
But because of some internal and factors,
Their distance was pulled further.
And saying i love u; or i care about you,
just cant seem to get out of their mouths.
But deep inside, they know clearly how they feel.

i care about the both of u.
Either as friends or ex-lovers.
I dont wish to see this happening to the both of u.
Really.

Cherish what u have now,
and not regret when its gone.

p.s check out jiayan's new link <<
=)

Usted sabe que importante es a mí

2008-04-18T15:50:00.003+08:00

Its the 18 today.

Why.
Did u went back on your words?
Why do you have to do this to me?
I know u might have saw some stuff.
But , i didnt thought it would have stopped you from coming.

I know this date might seem meaningless.
Cos we are of nothing now,
maybe just friends.
But this date means alot to me.
And you should know it more than anyone else do.

I know i did alot of bad stuff to you in the past.
And this date might actually bring bad memories to you.
But I just wanna make it a day for us to meet up.
Make it a special day for us to remember.
Thats all.
I just wanna make it up to u,
But why you just cant give me a chance.

I know how u feel.
I dont blame you totally for not coming.
But it hurts.
Cos its really important to me.

ich liebe Sie

usted sabe que importante es a mí

The previous post wasnt me =x

2008-04-11T09:36:00.007+08:00

Haha, thanks ah, x.x.lia, for helping me to type the very COLORFUL post =)
anyway, i FINALLY ended my job, my flyer distributing job.
WAh, its damn tiring de loh. But its a good excuse to exercise, and at the same time can earn that few bucks. haha.
So next time, before u are thinking of chucking away the flyers at yr door hindges, THINK AGAIN @_@. haha

Anyway, for the past few days of flyer distri at punggol, sengkang and tampines.
i've found out afew funny stuff abt ppl living at the east side.

1. There was one particular block in punggol where the most of the residents there like to use "post-it" on their doors.

e.g "hey my blouse dropped on yr window, pls call 9xxxxxxxx" or
"Hey loan shark, you got the wrong person le, there's no one called wong ah ming living here"

2. People like to leave their pets outside their houses and i mean every sort of pet.
e.g turtles (BQH) =x, rabbits, cats, fishes, and lastly ,

Chickens? Rosters?

3. Weird stuff at their common corridor.
e.g onions? VERY BIG and TAll vase (x2) and i MEAN REALLY BIG & TALL ones.

and this cute little bike. aiyo, still got plate no. loh, so cute can, wonder can ride onto the streets not? haha =x

4. I think LRT are no good
While i was going down the stairs, i saw this LRT broke down on the tracks.
IT stayed there for quite some time i guess. 5-7 mins?
No good =x haha

5. Alot of mini-marts, and i really mean ALOT!!
Then there was this area where every block, you can find a mini-mart(mama-shop) downstairs, so you don have to worry if u cant find any food at home eh. haha

6. THE DOGS!!!
one thing bad abt distributing flyers door-to-door, are those dogs, its not that i dont like them, infact i pretty much want to own one, but these small, little fellows, i mean those really smaller dogs, they really LIKE TO BARK LIKE HELL MAN!!
Even behind the door, gosh. =x

THat sums up all of my "flying" experience eh. fun, tired, and SWEATY!!
hahax.
School's starting soon, kind of looking forward to it? thou we are gonna miss the 1st week of sch due to orientation stuff. haha

GREETINGS! (:(:

2008-04-11T09:29:00.004+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS! :D
CQY IS SEATING NEXT TO ME NOW, TRYING TO SEND PHOTOS OVER FROM HER PHONE TO TH LAPPY; SO HERE I AM, BLOGGING ON HER BEHALF! (:

SHE'S GOING TO SHOW SOME PICTURES THAT SHE TOOK TH PAST FEW DAYS WHEN SHE WAS WORKING ~~AT TAMPINES~~ =x

CHEERRIOS!=D
jiayanY

Te quiero. Pero usted hace no

2008-03-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

Everybody's selfish i know.
I behave that way, not because i'm sarcastic or whatsoever.
I tried to believe.
I really tried to.
But in the end.

I don understand why some things are hard to say.
I always tried to think in yr shoes.
Whenever i get so angry or upset.
But i always give in to your reasons.
Believing that you're in a tough spot.
And i try to give u time to settle things out.
Maybe, it'd better.
but. it didnt.

What do you really take me as?
Accompanion? Friend? "soul-mate" ? or what?
What's the status and defi of "mxxx and Bxxx"
Can u say it?
I doubt so.
I have alot to say, really alot.
But i believe , whatever i say, will change nothing.
Cos it will always stay like that.

What exactly do u wan?
Tell me, and perhaps i could grant you yr wish.
I'm tired of all this, not just you.
We just keep draging and dragging on.
What good does it do, for the both of us.
nothing . . .

You are always holding on to the VIP pass,
you should know that clearly.
I treat u better than anyone else.
I asked for nothing.
No status, no return for anything, not yr love.
Now, i'm starting to think.
Is it all worth it?

When i was suffocating on this strange yet familiar relationship.
I could do nothing.
Should i throw in the towel, or shd i learn to keep holding on?
I know u are feeling terrible too.
But i've always been caring for u. loving you, taking care of u.
I'm tired.
cos nothing i do, seems to pay off.
cos what are we?
i dunno

When i look into your eyes, the expression that used to exist.
was no longer there.
When the lips touch, they no longer feel the same.
When i hold u, u walk away.
What does all this says.
It should have been clear to me all these while.
perhaps i tried to pretend.

muchas gracias

2008-03-28T21:40:00.002+08:00

merci des étreintes et des baisers

It revived the almost dying me.
Thank you.

Inconsolable

2008-03-22T16:58:00.002+08:00

I close the doorLike so many times,
so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, oh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this

Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want,
it comes right down to you
To you!
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls,yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility
I don't want to be like this,
I just want to let you know,
Everything that I'm holding,
Is everything I can't let go, can't let go.'

Cause baby I don't want to waste another day.
Don't you know it baby.
I don't want to waste another day.

i want to spend my lifetime loving u, can i?

2008-03-19T13:47:00.005+08:00

Recently i had flashback of the past.
It ain't good i think.
Forces the guilt to rise again.
No matter how hard i tried.
To keep those emotion, those guiltiness down inside.
But everytime i recall, it all comes back.
Not haunting thou, but it aint feeling good.

Every little detail starts to find their way back into my mind.
I admit i was a idiot to have done all those stuff back then.
Nothing i said or do could reduce any damage,
"its all in the past" (u'd always say that)
Sometimes i'm so afraid of myself,
coz i can actually do something so hurting and selfish.

We both know,
its deemed impossible to go back to what we used to be.
Though u and i misses those days.
The distance seems to be further and further.
The passion that used to exist is no longer there.
That desire to have each other has gone with the wind too.
Its evolved into something special though,
" alittle something less than love, a little something more than friends"
I think we've kept it going quite well eh.

" Cherish me will you? Dont let this ruin everything that we had "
This sentence kept me thinking hard.
If i had a second chance at it,
I wouldnt change anything, not because i'm selfish.
But coz i believe everything's destined.

However i would have greatly reduced the damage done to u.
i think thats the least i could do.
When sorry serves no purpose,
and when tears have no meaning.
What more could i do?
hmmm =(

this post is dedicated to u, yap you =)

Goodbye N73, Hello N82 =)

2008-03-07T21:19:00.004+08:00

Say goodbye to my n73 =)

SAy hello to MY new Love, N82

Just changed my phone recently from n73 to n82, WooTs =)
Its a damn nice and cool phone i must say.
Pretty cool functions, and the camera is just perfect.
Although its pretty much like my previous n73,
BUT this is so much better.
At least it wont jammed. haha

Exams coming, errr.
hate the part when we have to do notes, last minute notes.
Esp when there are quite a no. of chapters to do.
Esp when the speed that i am doing is damn slow, don ask me why. i'm just slow.

i think i'll be looking for jobs again after the exams are over.
haha, cos i spend practically half of my previous pay on my new love.
It cost $600+ bucks eh. -heartpain-

sometimes i really feel like giving it all up.
Cos at the end, it serves no purpose.
We all know, we are just deceiving ourselves.
For all the pain,worries,heartaches.
I have achieved nothing.
nothing.

FinalFantasy 13 Versus

2008-02-27T15:23:00.007+08:00

I being stuck to the website of final fantasy 13 lately.
Cos there are just too much updates on the game.
although they predict that it will only be released in 2010?!?!?
hopefully its not true, but there arent much news release from the officials thou.
saddened =(

Anyway, they still haven come up with the name for "The Prince"( the male protagonist for FF 13 Versus)
His name might be coming from the weather thou (Cloud,Squall,Tidus,lightning,etc)
Haha, weird rite?
But its okay, as long as its a nice name. haha
I think i might wanna buy a PS3, cos i wanna play this game BADLY LA!! hurh ='(

p.s ; dont u think he's just way too cool and handsome =DD
I'm so into him man, if only he was real, oh god =)
So attractive man, thank the guy who drew him man , gosh!!

I think she's pretty too, but her name's so boyish for her loh (lightning)
Haha, i think she can shock guys with her eyes. haha

anyway,
finally our marketing project has come to an end, whew
Thank you guys for all your effort put in man =)
Finally got through it nice and well-doned.

My job at Vivo (GTS Fair) has also ended, hopefully i'll get my pay soon=D
Luckily didnt really need to help out at my stall last night,
the master has already went back anyway, so cant help much.
Finally dont need to rush down to work after school le, WOoHoO =))
And MY N82!!! i'm getting it straight after i get my pay!!
My 5 megapixel cool phone man!!!

I'm now stuck in our web publishing lesson,
the project has ended too, so we are just practically slacking in our comp labs.
errr, we are all slacking in one corner crapping, though i didnt join their conversation.
hmmm

p.s : maybe u're just still not yet the one.

2008-02-20T14:29:00.002+08:00

MAybe

u are really the one for me.
u are the one i was looking high and low for.
we are destined to be together.
u are all that i need
we should be together for eternity

maybe.

post new year new year!!!

2008-02-11T13:26:00.000+08:00

Yo people belated HAppy Chinese New Year!!!
Haven been logging online so often, kinda busy with work and new year stuff.
Haha, i think i'll grow fat!!!
cos i ate two and 1/2 days of steamboat and sakura buffet on sat. errr...
NOOOOO ~

Haven got too much of ang baos cos this year didnt went to malaysia,
and most of my relatives are there. grrrr.
But it's kinda hot and boring to go there anyway, so ya.
Glad we didnt went, but bro went to genting without me. ARRGG!!!
Btw his wedding photos are out le, those interested can view at
http://profiles.friendster.com/21305772

-- I think the photographer and the person who edit(photoshop)
the photo did a damn great job la.
It's damn pretty, cool, handsome and nice de loh.
Can even edit until my bro look so sauve though he dont really look so handsome in real life.
haha =x two thumbs up =))

Valentine's coming, and that pei xuan has got her syazana(ahma) to be her valentine!!
ARRR, i have no valentine this year. sob sob =((
"lonely, i am so lonely, i have nobody, i;m on my own, whooooo ~ "

I wanna watch "slam dunk and CJ7" but apparently my grp of peeps have went to see own their own. sob. guess i've to find some other alien creatures then =(
I wanna watch "jumper" too, maybe i'll watch it on valentine's day alone!!! hurh, no la. haha
I think i'll watch "the leap years" too, i think it's kinda nice eh. hmmm

p.s who's wants to be my valentine this year =((

lonely, i am so lonely

2008-01-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

I've been craving for a beso apasionado lately.
Hurh.
Been thinking about it lately.
But i just dont get the feel.
Maybe i need to inject some new "love" life into my life.
HAHA. like real.

Anyway,i'm really glad that mary's reading my blog, at least u care whether i wanna eat steamboat not man!! haha. thanks malio.
BUT, thats not the steamboat( as in with ctb) that i'm talking abt. hais.
Dont wish to say le. hmmm.

I Want a N82!!!
Can CAi shen yE Ye give me one??
haha, lame i know. buti really want it badly ma.
It cost 989 without a line signed up, you know.
GRRR ~~
Guess i have to wait till after new year then can buy ba??
Hurhhurh ='(

I miss playing basketball lately.
Dunno why.
But i aint got a basketball, neither do i have peeps that i can play it with.
ROAR !!!

Btw, does anybody know where to get a psp downgrading sys so that i can play downloaded online games? hmmm =((

p.s : I'm waiting for the day that u'll appear in my life.

This aint the way i want it to be

2008-01-17T14:15:00.000+08:00

Chinese year is ard the corner.
But i aint looking forward to it. Grrr~
I wanna eat new year steamboat with alot of yummy food in it. -saliva flowing out-
Hais, but i dont think it's gonna happen eh.
Hmmm.

After chinese new year,
there comes Valentine's day.
Arghh~
I dread it.
Why?
Cause when u dont have a partner, and the moment u step out of your house,
you can see dozens of couples holding hands and millions of flower's pollen flying around in the air that we breath -Ahhh chiuu- sneeze

GRRR ~ ROAR!!!
Yeah,i'm lonely i admit. hais =(

Who's my valentine this year ='(

2008-01-09T15:40:00.000+08:00

Yo people, i'm back.
Miss me? i see spiderwebs at my blog, so decided to gave it a spring cleaning.
Muhahaha =x

Nothing much to say, days are still the same.
Hais, this aint a pretty good year for me.
But hopefully everything will turn out fine.
Amithaba =)

It starts to feel.
Not so numb anymore.
It starts to beat.
For nobody nomore.
I slowly unlock it.
Believing it would not hurt once again.
Then i finally realise.
Humans are all selfish.

Thy love seems to have gone long.
Only i waits lonesomely.
Those darkest days that i thought had past.
Seems to seek reminsce.
So afraid i would not win.
Fallen back to the abyss once again.

After so much.
What has been gain, lost, or achieve?
Nothing . . .
Cold air squall past me.
All that is left is me,
Standing alone in the darkness.

I shall not speak, hear, and feel another again.
Once again,
Freezing the lonely heart and soul.
Tills it finds what appears to be illusion.
True love . . .

2007-12-04T10:48:00.000+08:00

Alot has been happening. hmmm.
Lies being unfold.
History dug up.
Peace disturbed.
How should i face all this?

Nothing has been going on smoothly.
N o t h i n g
=x

What if nothing tides down?
What if it become worse?
What am i suppose to do?

The feeling's coming back again.
Bad one.
Haven been feeling like this a long time ago.
Thought i had conquer it.
Seems like i underestimate it.
Looks like it has hit me hard.
='(

Last xmas was the worse that i ever had.
Hopefully this year would be better.
hopefully.

2007-12-03T15:20:00.000+08:00

Quiz of The Day 2

What happens when it rains?

Guess people, haha. this time its still very lame.
Guess come come =)

2007-12-03T13:09:00.000+08:00

j'ai besoin d'une petite amie

='(

2007-12-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

Answer revealed!!

This is a box used by Superman when he moves house.
Muhahahahah =x
Lame i know, sorry people. haha

2007-11-30T11:22:00.000+08:00

Everything has not been well for the past two weeks.
hais.
Hopefully everything will tide down and end peacefully.
hmmm.

People who are dear to me,had been treating me coldly.
I start to think...
Am i really that bad?
Did i hurt alot of people, physically or mentally?
Am i that despicable?
I didnt demand much. I dont ask anything for in return.
I could gave up everything.
But whats the use.
I was being given up.

Sometimes, the word love isnt just about expressing it verbally.
When it isnt being said out or noticed about.
It doesnt mean that there's no love.
Words dont prove everything.
people can say " i love u" today and say he/she dont the next.
When i cared the most to show and say.
Did u bother to care and look?

Everything's so idiotic.
Nobody listens to me.
Nobody cares.
Nobody ask.
Nobody.

Am i the one ALWAYS at fault?
Do u think i enjoy LIE-ING?
Do i even have the most simple thing called " Freedom "?
Does anybody even care am i DYING or not?
WHAT THE HELL !!

Forget it. Whats the point.
"Does it still matter?"

2007-11-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

Have you guys ever wondered...
Somewhere, someplace on this earth.
There is someone who is actually related to you.
Related as in blood related.

Would u be interested how he/she looks like?
Would u wanna meet him/her?
Would u be burning with alot of questions in your mind?
Would u ....

Hmmm. How interesting.
When things that u didnt expect it would happen to you.
it just happened.
But some things just cant be explained clearly in a short time.
Hmmm. perhaps.
It doesnt matter anyway...

p.s: I'll be posting the answer of the quiz soon k,promise.
more people guess leh. aiyo,not fun de. =x

2007-11-28T13:13:00.000+08:00

Don't speak seal ur lips
Please don't say a word
Maybe i won't remember the words i have not heard
I see that u're in love i know it's not with me
But i don't want the truth to haunt my memory

It's never too late to relight the fire
It never stopped burning for me
The flame it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell u I love u
How is it only now that it's too late
What can i do the love that we had is torn in two
So u take the smiles from all of our years
And I'll take the tears

I sit and reminisce of times that we once shared
You gave me more than love
But never thought i cared
My feelings were all for u
Although I didn't show
I only told u on the day u let me go

how should i embrace all this that is happening.
Tell me, please.

2007-11-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

.Quiz of The Day.

Come come people, guess what is this.

No prizes though, but it's just for fun and laughters. muhahah
Come give a quick guess

= )

2007-11-15T16:18:00.000+08:00

I officially declare.
That today is ...

" Chicken Day "

PokPokGek PokPokGek PokPokGek

Hee =)

Well, dont ask me the reason for declaring today as chicken day,
its definitely got nothing to do with eating alot of chicken thou.
But cos we just went PokPokGek altogether. so haha, today is a chicken day.
Muhahahaha.

lame i know. sorry ppl.
haha

2007-11-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

我对你的爱早就已经超越时空界线不管白昼还是黑夜只要是你每一次的出现就让所有的回忆都在脑中呈现浮现你的画面从今天直到永远就请你让我对你再说一遍对你再说一遍....

I dont wish to say more.
Cos i'm starting to see the picture.
What more can i say.
After the tears felt and dried.
If there's one thing i could ask for.
I hope you could remember.
The last kiss that we had.

2007-11-05T16:10:00.000+08:00

Maybe,it's love?

When he/she always thinks of you to share their tears and laughters with.
When he/she can sleep soundly cos you just told him/her a bedtime story?
When you can always tolerate when he/she always disturbs you when u're REALLY busy?

When you allow him/her to mess up your hair?
When he/she purposely ignore your msgs & calls,and that u also ignore back just to make him/her irritated?
When he/she always dont wipe his/her hair dry and you help him/her to?

When u enjoy most to see his/her's cutest expression?
When u always listen to the exact details of the nightmare he/she had last night?
When u always allow him/her to literally have a piece of your flesh (BITES).

When u let him/her win even when u hate losing the most.

maybe?
Must be...

2007-11-01T16:15:00.000+08:00

My New love ~

Renee Alway

- WooTs -
Too bad,she lost in America NTM. sob =(

2007-11-01T16:03:00.000+08:00

Show me the meaning of being lonely

lonely,
I am so lonely.
I have nobody.
I'm on my own...

2007-10-29T13:29:00.000+08:00

This game is getting a little complicated.
Start to get lost and confused.
Wondering what's going on around me.

Its just a simple game.
playing with the word jealousy n affection.
Perhaps its not that simple as i perceived.
But at least it begins with that.

Any movement or whispers,
slow and deadly.
Who's really in the game?
That's really something to ponder about.

To step back and reminisce?
To remain stagnant ?
Or to step forward ?

Maybe.

The impossible past.
The status-less now.
The uncertainty future.

2007-10-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

It's Not Over
I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away,
blow it away.
Can we make this something good.
Well,
I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time.
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well,
I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Let's start over.
It's not over,
yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

2007-10-04T15:12:00.000+08:00

=)
hello people,i'm back from a long long vacation. lol
A long vacation at home and away from computers, haha.

A busy month had just passed.
All my closest and precious had their birthdayS celebrations in the month of sept.
OH MY !!!! hahax
So much Surprises, Laughters and Presents !!!!
EnvyS~~ thou my birthday was over long long ago.
But i dont think mine was as crazy n fun as theirs ??
Hmm, wadever. hahax =)

Well, a busy month has passed, hopefully this month would be exciting too!!
Lets start off with the Exam results first!!
Heehee =)

I GOT GPA4 !!!! WoohoO!!
I Got All AAAs for my results, so damn happy can!!! WooHOO!!
I wonder how the rest of the class fare. hmmm

Next,
Just now me and jiayan baobei went to pizza hut for the rosemary fondue chick's delights.
Damm nice and damn cheesy can!! hahax
But overall its not bad la, high carbo thou =)

School's starting in a 1 1/2 weeks time.
Maybe it's better to start earlier??
Cos i'm a litle bored stuck at home. lolx
No job,no sch,nothing interesting. hais

Lastly,

Happy belated 18th birthday to :

laoer, mary =)

MushrooM Wenlingg

baobei jiayan

2007-08-31T13:31:00.000+08:00

I sat down.
Start to reminisce the past.
Tears start falling down.

I've done everything i could.
But i still felt terrible.
The world outside is so beautiful.
Yet my own world is filled with darkness n loneliness.
It aint used to be like that.

Is it too late?
I guess it is.
I'm still not quite adjusted to this loneliness in me.
I need someone.

I wish i could hold u in my arms.
Right now, this moment.
I swear.
I'll never ever let u go anymore.
Right where we shd be. thou,
its never meant to be.

It was never meant to be.
But u were the one meant for me.
45683968.

2007-08-14T10:58:00.001+08:00

PEACE , PEOPLE !!!!
WORLD PEACE !

2007-07-19T10:25:00.000+08:00

Wish List for my birthday

- PS III
- PSP Games
- My Silver Basketball
- My Scallop!!!
- Someone special !!!!

Hehe, erm. BAscially, i dont want any of u guys to get those stuff for me, serious !!
Cos firstly too ex le!!
And i dowan la.
All these write for fun only de la...
hahax.
DOnt AR !! serious la!!

Btw where is my scallop???
*ding, the scallop here does not refer to the real edible scallop. (although i love them too!!)
It refers to...
hahah. dowana tell u ppl. hehex

P.s: i realli wish euu n yuu could fulfill that wish of mine? pls ?(cross-finger)
Sorry if i'm too selfish!!

2007-07-12T09:50:00.000+08:00

Its another boring week at sch, at home.
I have nothing to do.
suddenly felt so empty.
SO..... BORED!!!

I AM BORED !!!
CAn some kind souls entertain me pls ??
Hmmm, So many people goin to have their birthday. sianx
Dunno wad to do on my birthday, any suggestions ppl??

p.s Hope i can have someone special to celebrate wif me. sobx
;(

2007-07-05T15:06:00.000+08:00

hello,i'm back from a long long vacation in south africa.
Why??

Cos i'm there to find my xiao hei wu zei.haha
no la,jus kiddin.

haha, nothing to blog. so thats all.
byebye

2007-06-11T17:51:00.000+08:00

The love story of xiao hei & xiao hui wu zei ~

Xiao hei wu zei aka Black Cuttlefish/octopus
Xiao Hui wu zei aka Grey Cuttlefish/octopus

This is xiao hui wu zei

nd this is xiao hei wu zei , can u spot him?

Although xiao hui wu zei always bully xiao hei wu zei, BUT

They were always happily tgt. until ...

One day, xiao hei wu zei got lost. nd he never found his way home.
He left xiao hui wu zei all alone. sobx...
(see xiao hui wu-zei leaking ink >.< )

Xiao hei wu zei is wanted !!
If u saw him, pls give me a note k ?
I will thank you on behalf of xiao hui wu zei de. aligato !!
"Xiao hei wu zei,quick come back !! "

Anyway, while we were having a no teacher accs lesson.
We cam-whore after finishing the accs qtn.
haha.
=)

We tried to take a pic.
unsucessful due to the 3 guys behind.

Nvm, we give it another try.
ARRR.....

Okay, forget it.
Lets take a pic of them instead.
hahah =)

2007-06-09T15:26:00.000+08:00

I've been ~~abandoned~~ by the world

I'm so lonely.

2007-06-05T21:10:00.001+08:00

i feel depressed
i dunno why.
Haven been feeling like this for a long time .
Suddenly i felt so restless.
i felt so lonely.
i had no one.
except myself.

i need someone by my side now. badly.
who is it gonna be?

2007-06-04T19:42:00.000+08:00

眼泪往下掉，你曾经对着我微笑。
我难过但是说不出口。
因为我不懂，
不懂要怎么承受。你说不爱就不爱，
我一个人欣赏悲哀。
我爱你，
困住你也困住我自己。
你说你好累，
已无法在爱上谁。
我才明白，
学会变法术也回不到最初。
我可不可以任性，
求求你不要离去。怎么劝我放手，在这一切之后。我知道他很爱你，你怕他伤心。我沉默，只是因为我不想看到你在他怀中。走到了最后。我才发现，
转身只剩下我自己。

We were meant to be Not suppose to beBut i lost everything.

2007-06-04T19:01:00.001+08:00

haha,
These are the celebrities that i look aliked.
But i think, i only look like the guy only loh.
haha .

quite lame ar.

2007-06-03T09:12:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl !!
I'm back from the Gatsby Advertisement. hahax, no la.
Hmmm, went to ECp on Vesak day ! Wow, cool !!
hehex, so some photos to share .

Nice scenery rite ? taken by me, haha

Btw, lately i'm obssessed with this fella.
He's damn cool and shuai can !!
OMG !! he's reali damn handsome la !!
But he doesnt have a name yet.
haha, ya funny cos the developer has yet to think of a name that suits this Cool guy. WOoHoo !!

Oh, btw forgot to intro him, he's from Final Fantasy Versus 13.
He's a Royal Prince, and the last heir to the kingdom of final crystal.
He's duty is to guard and protect the crystals from being stolen from the outside world.
COOl rite ? i adore him man !! cool guy !!!!
His hair is damn nice la, if i can, i wan to do his hair man !! OMG

gasby

2007-05-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

Haha, if u guys have been watching the tv lately ,
u might have notice an advertisment that is damn Funny n StuPid .
It's the GASBY Moving RUBber Wax .
Damn stupid, wonder who came up with the idea. haha
Anyway , if u guys haven watch it.
U can Watch it HERE !! LOL

木村拓哉的Gatsby新廣告

The fake gatsby commercial

This is wad u get when u use fake gatsby wax.

Another product of gatsby. haha
I wonder how much he's paid to do all tis man, poor takuya kimura

This is Tricia, jiayan's Cute until cannot de cousin !!
She reali is damn cute la!!!

This is jiayan n tricia, and dont u think they look quite alike ? haha

this is me and cuTe little tricia

This is us !!

hehe, she's so cUuTTE !!

2007-05-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm , just some photos to share .
Today is Ctb's mothers' day.
Cos all of our mothers meet up with each other coincidentally .
Except for my mama la.
hmmm. cool ~

trying to act dao de joey

BleahsXX

chinyee and mary

cool~

Three puffer-fishs

Everytime chinyee tries to act dao, her mouth definitely will got one small opening de .
lool more like ah-DAi than ah-DAo . hahaz

haha, the hand below is mine .hehex